hey mom and family.
how are you doing. I'm doing ok here. really stressed. yesterday in church i helped give 12 blessings or 13 i cant remember 4 confirmations 6 baby blessing (they weren't all babies some were little kids.) we are working our way through the primary to give them records and what not and then a bunch of blessings to those who are sick. i got to give one of the baby blessing....in Spanish. wow i was super nervous. i had some time to practice before so i did ok. she was the cutest little girl I'm going to get a picture with her before i leave.
the next blessing that night that i helped with is to a girl named Brenda. she has been through a lot. was part of a gang. addicted to a marijuana. and she is only 15. she wants to be better. but her family doesn't support her in baptism it is really sad. so we are teaching just her. but anyway she has been hearing voices in her head and they scare her so we gave her a blessing and are going to call her every night to check up on how she is doing. nothing really exciting happened this week. we did set a couple baptismal dates with Lucas and Lupe an old man and the girl he looks out for guardian of. they are going to get baptized on the 14 of November. however on Sunday Lupe came to church but Lucas didn't. we asked them to come together and read together to give each other the support that they need but the first assignment didn't even go through right. i was a little upset.
Spanish is slowly getting better. it is hard to think that i still have to wait 5 more months till I'm as good as i want to be haha. but i think about it and realize 2 months i go i couldn't even understand Spanish. now i can teach lessons and understand some conversation about other stuff. my vocab is limited to the church so it is hard sometimes to just talk. but it is growing quickly. i should probably talk more in Spanish with my companion but he doesn't understand sometimes. especially when i ask questions on how to say something he cant explain it. he has been speaking in Spanish he whole life. he just does it. so with practice and listening ill get it.
we had a trainer trainee meeting. it was so good. it made me feel better about everything. I'm so scared that i am not good enough. but we watched a clip from facing the giants. and it is all about giving it your best. that is all he asks. that is all he asks in life. duh really easy huh. i know if i try my hardest and do my best he will be pleased with me. I'm going to work as hard as i can and i know good will come of it.
anyway how is everyone doing. good i hope. is it cold. snowing. it has rained here for like 2 days. and is starting to get cold and i am still packed like i am going to Mexico. it is really hard being transferred. i don't have anything i need here. and mom no don't send me anything. haha. like blankets, haha everyone brought the ones they have. i wasn't told to so i just have a sheet it isn't so bad. or a pillow haha. i use my sweatshirt. i don't have my jacket for the rain. that is dumb. ill get one in Mexico like i planned. anyway even with all that fun stuff. and including not having light in my bedroom. or in the main room. (no fixtures and no lamps yet.) I'm pretty sure i feel like a missionary should feel haha.
we have a lot planned for this week. we have a baptism on Sunday. my comp thinks I'm going to baptize. we will see. i kinda don't want to. I'm to scared still. but i have to do it sooner or later right. it will be a good experience.
the members here or most of them really support missionary work. they are pushing us so hard to do more and more. I'm exhausted at the end of each day. i love it. anyway. i love you all so much i have to go shopping now for food. I'll email you next week. be safe and be good. you are all wonderful. Tell client hi for me.
love your brother and son.
Elder Paskett
ps mom thank you so much for the letter it was the best thing this week